I've been thinking about my life back in Florida lately and how much I've changed since then. I regret some things, keep others at the top of my head to remind me of the best times I've ever had. I regret most of the friends I made, the people that only act cool and act how the group wants them to instead of being an individual. The zombie like kids that had no real personality, only one forged by society. I changed before we moved, seperating myself from people, becoming more of an individual and less of a group member. I can't remember any period of time back then where I wasn't with friends, but they were the wrong ones. The friends I have here are more like people. The ones back in Florida were like mirrors reflecting whatever society wanted it to. Here, everyone is different in some way. All of us have some sort of group we favor and that's what society is about, but people here don't become that group. This song reminds me of the people I once knew and makes me really think about them. It seems unreal, like that wasn't me in those memories. But it was and I'm glad because I have some great memories, some great friends from Florida, but they weren't necessarily real friends. This song makes me think of those mirrors shattering, being replaced by the people I know now. I'm glad we've moved here. I'm glad I've made these friends. I'm glad the mirrors are gone.
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